Ahahaa~~~Ya,i know,I droped a few tears,ahaha~~~And Nadia and Aliyah and so does Jasheela saw it,ahaha~~~,Quite stupid rite?U know,I hate sumthin very much.In my life,the thing I hate the most,is crying for just a little problem,and I did it,I hate myself,I blamed myself,Not anyone I blamed,I blamed only myself...Useless...I saw many of the girls cried just for sumone bulies or get sumthin undone or get scoled by teacher...I hate that,I really really hate that...Crying doesn't solves the problem right??right??U waste ur time crying,why not do it right away??huh??why??WHY DONT U SOLVE IT RIGHT AWAY???But I am more worst than them,I can;t solve it,I can't changed nor done it...I failed my folio,failed means failed,there is nothing u can do abt it unless u gonna do sumthin not moral...I don't do sumthin unmoral...I have failed...I have failed to become a person I wanted to be...I always,and always tell myself I am worthless and useless after the day I get the lowest mark in the class not only class but whole entire school,I am the LOWEST!IN GEOGRAPHY!Geo,I love it,I really do love it,I tried to get along with it,I tried to read it clearly and understand clearly,I tried....I really did tried...I love geo but I have still failed...ahaha~~~~Maybe I am not the person I am now,I don't even know who and how I am gonna be,I just dont know...who??why??how??I am a unknown...just like pearl said,AN UNKNOWN...I starting to get more emo....I dont like it,to be emo...But i still can't stopped it...I can't....I feel sorry...very sorry but I can't forgive myself,for being a failure....Useless and worthless....I am not worth pitying,but I worth dieing...
....80991.....(code,just guess and u will know,I am useless...)
It useless if u juz force urself to resist ur tears when u want to cry...why dont juz u drop all ur tears n return back to the normal day like always?Geograpy folio fail this time mean fail this time...it doest matter right?u still have a chance to pass in form 2-5 rite?so dont be sad anymore..:p
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