~*Today first examination*~

Yay~~~~Finally I finish today's exam,give mi five dudes!!Well....from my opinion,I did try my best...I have nothing to say,it is quite a tough & difficult exam,BM and so does moral...Pei Er is soooo good and smart on this time final exam..!She used only 1 hour to finish her entire Kertas 2 On BM!!!Dudes!!!!1 HOUR!!aND i AM STILL reading bahagian B,Get Out!!!I havent even finish counting because of the time limits,ahaha~~~~Pei Er also try her best,yay for Pearl!!Lets giv her a clap!!^^ Hooray!!!Ohya,Jia Qi,The most quiet guy,write all the Bahagiansss In A PAPER!!!1 pAPER!!!tHE WORD CAN BE soo rediculous small size man!!1 Paper!!!He is saving the nature!!The environment ppl!!Wow...!What a unwaste paper guy,caring for all the pity trees...>.< PPl!!Give him a thousands of thanks and of course not least a clap^^..Congrats!!*.*Well...he didn't talk to me today,what a sad kes...Ah watever,next on...!Timothy yap!!The most talkative and pevert person on earth!!(jk jk)But seriusly,he is a bit pevert...Oh well,he did his paper and he didn't turned his big heavy head,good choice,unless u wan to get ur paper failed!!Nice one Timothy!!^^..,Weng Mun,The shouting and regreting girl,who always keep calling here calling there abt she is failing the BM And cannot do this cannot do that because of the failing BM...Wow!!Irritating,but nice voice she had,I love it^^...Weng Mun,Dont worry,U r totally not goin to failed,u r gonna pass!!Lastly,Hui Zhe and jakie...Runing here n there,because of the stupid jakie!!He put stupid hui zhe's bottle on my table!!!And there!!Hui zhe!!Throwing my bottle to the ground with no reasons!!!!!!Dude!!!Whats ur problem??!!!I am not the one who perpously called jakie to put ur stupid bottle on my desk or sumthin!!Why U Throw my innocent Bottle????!!!My bottle is new buy one!!My mom buy it for just me only this time!!!It is so expensive and nice and I love it,Now I hate it because it is ugly with scratch on it!!!I have no much money u know????!!!I am just a normal girl who want to study hard to make my parents happy!!!Dude!!!Is that wrong????!!!!Now I goona throw my bottle away because it reminds me of hatred!!!>>>.<<<<<
SHish!!!!!.....
Times up good night everybody,good luck on this weeks exam and so as u must study hard^^

~*Holidays passed by,Here comes school Times*~

Ahla....Darn it,just a flash,a week with seven days of holidays in it had passed by...So fast...It feels like I am getting old..haha~~~Well,*No PaIn No gAme*,Its exam time!!!On wednesday we are goin to have a war!!A big final war to complete with..>.< Maybe it will be quite tough,I don't know,I'll try my best of the best^^..
Because in the world,there is no GIVING UP in my dictionary,Ladies and gentlemens!!Start Ur Engines!!We are going to Rock!!!Ahahaha~~~sorry...I am not on meaning to scared or add preasure on ur shoulders dudes...Sorry T.T I am a little bit afraid myself...I maybe can't be as good as before..Thats y I am ready to accept a really low mark in the results,wish it would not be so worst,ahaha~~~^^ Good Luck,Friends...I will always cheered for u by ur side,Gambateh!!^^

~*A day fill with laughters^^*~

Ahaha~~~In the morning,usually,I went to school,I have a divate classes from the chinese society...Wow!!I love it!!It is so fun to say out what I am gonna say...!But a bit imbaressing,ahaha~~~~Still,I am still more further away from the seniors>.< Wow!!They were good!!Although it SOUNDS like divating,They like having a big horrible war,talk here talk there,shout here,silents there,OMG,I was shocked man!!They r sooo good that I am gonna praised them,I will work hard on my divate more and more so that I won't make the seniors dissapointed^^.Then,2:30pm,I went back to class,Uh~~~~Here,there it goes,talking me and john loh again....!I LIKE JOHN AS A FRIEND!!COUPLE,OH,NO WAY,DUDES!!I can't be couple with john loh,I don't even like him(in couple)...But if he sees this,I think he will be hurt,I dont wanna hurt him,I like him to be always happy and cute,although its a bit childish,but its okay,atleast he make the class more laughters^^.I like him as a friend,because he is funny,but becos of the rumors,darn it,I don't feel like talking to him,which made him feel uncomfortable.I did tried to chat with him,but can't..becos ppl will say like:"Look...Hui Lee is talking with...".Like this!!But nvm,I don't really care...Maybe I shall trade him better...^^.And I am not perasan!>.<....Then,Am,no teacher,free time,cause PN.Jihan didn't come 4 sum reasons..Recess time...!I drink pepsi,very thirsty,I got water,but,ahaha~~~I love juice,I love it until crazy,I can't stop juice drinking just for 1 day,I will die!!!jk,jk~~~Siviks,yay~~~~I get an A in the colouring and tracing the bendera Malaysia thingy...Pei Er also got one,A.
Ohya,and Pei Er teach me on the Geo,she is my teacher,mini teacher,ahaha~~~
She teach me everything,she is a genius^^.I am sooooooo jelous!!!>.<
And Miss Deura force us all to do a form 2 speech,it is killing me to wait sooo long...Pangi(wei phang)had a funny speech,most of my friends laugh of his sillyness^^..soo funny!!haha~~~!Keep up the good work,Pangi<3...

P.S.I thanks for a certain ppl who always cheers me up by posting the common on my blog,I feel happy&lucky,to have a certain BEST friend cheering me,3Q^^Hui Zhe*

~*I am REVIVED*~

I AM REVIVED!!!YAY~~~~~~!I am not emo anymore,I am free from the darkness,negative sides,emotional faces,sad and useless feelings^^..I am FREE~~~~~~!I felt sooo much better after having a talk with Pei Er and Pei Ching,I felt soo lucky to have them as friends,I am more better,I don't really wanted to be emo and sad now,I feel like wanting to laugh and smiled as much as I can,maybe for the rest of my life,spending my time with happy laughters...I am sooo happy now,haha~~~~I did have a talk with PN.HARGOPAL abt my geo,she is a great teacher,although I did ask her,but she say very very nicely,I mean very nicely,not like in class the additude,but so nice and sweet,she can't give me another chance for the sake of her students,WHICH IS,HEY!!!u GUYSSS!!!yAEH!!U,OVER THERE!!DONT LOOKED RIGHT AND LEFT,UP AND DOWN,ITS YOU!!!LOOKING AT THIS BLOG!!!YOU!!for the sake of YOU!!She didn't give me a chance,because she wanted FAIR!Fair for u guys who work very hard on the geo folio!!U must really thank MISS HARGOPAL!!!She sumtimes SEEMS mad and talks a lot of bad things but I know she is a caring and responsible teacher,she is fair to her students!!Thats the way thats making me wanted to laugh and I smiled at her,I said:"Thank You,Teacher<3" I felt so happy,this is the first time I get rejected BUT I am sooo happy^^...

U sAy I CaN,YeS,I cAn;U SaY I CaN'T,nO,I Can!!!AnD I WiLL PrOvE IT!!!>.^


Make a wish...
And work hard for it^^ <3

~*The first time I droped tears*~

Ahahaa~~~Ya,i know,I droped a few tears,ahaha~~~And Nadia and Aliyah and so does Jasheela saw it,ahaha~~~,Quite stupid rite?U know,I hate sumthin very much.In my life,the thing I hate the most,is crying for just a little problem,and I did it,I hate myself,I blamed myself,Not anyone I blamed,I blamed only myself...Useless...I saw many of the girls cried just for sumone bulies or get sumthin undone or get scoled by teacher...I hate that,I really really hate that...Crying doesn't solves the problem right??right??U waste ur time crying,why not do it right away??huh??why??WHY DONT U SOLVE IT RIGHT AWAY???But I am more worst than them,I can;t solve it,I can't changed nor done it...I failed my folio,failed means failed,there is nothing u can do abt it unless u gonna do sumthin not moral...I don't do sumthin unmoral...I have failed...I have failed to become a person I wanted to be...I always,and always tell myself I am worthless and useless after the day I get the lowest mark in the class not only class but whole entire school,I am the LOWEST!IN GEOGRAPHY!Geo,I love it,I really do love it,I tried to get along with it,I tried to read it clearly and understand clearly,I tried....I really did tried...I love geo but I have still failed...ahaha~~~~Maybe I am not the person I am now,I don't even know who and how I am gonna be,I just dont know...who??why??how??I am a unknown...just like pearl said,AN UNKNOWN...I starting to get more emo....I dont like it,to be emo...But i still can't stopped it...I can't....I feel sorry...very sorry but I can't forgive myself,for being a failure....Useless and worthless....I am not worth pitying,but I worth dieing...

....80991.....(code,just guess and u will know,I am useless...)

*~Deeply Deeply Hurts~*

I wonder why,
I am so deeply hurt,
I have no reasons,
I have no regrets.

I wonder why,
I am so deeply hurt,
I can't expressed it,
I can't realeased it.

I wonder why,
I am so deeply hurt,
I get no rejections,
I get no harm.

I wonder why,
I am so deeply hurt,
because of me?
or because of might?

MY feelings are frozen,
My soul is confused,
My mind is wondering,
My heart is pounding,

I didn't mean it,
I meant nothing,
I am honest,
I am sorry,
I am happy,
but sorry,
deeply deeply sorry and hurt.

U r a happy,
Smiles like honey,
Feels like funny,
natural like windy.

I feel so sorry,
but hurt badly,
I only can sorry,
but wondering lightly.... T.T

*~~Painful day~~*

ahahaha~~~~Today..is quite a nice day 4 mi,i think..haha~~In the HORRIBLE-TERRIBLE-VEGETABLE morning,I wake up which is a normal ppl will do every early in the morning,who is not a insane human beings,muahahahaha~~~!My legs!!!Ahhhhhhh~~~~~!Owwwww~~~~!it hurts~~!It burns~~~!My legs are very painful due to the reason of yesterday when came back from school very early,so i go jogging for like 2 BIG BIG BIG round non-stop,mati~~!It hurts,darn it,how i go to school?JESUS >.< So,after taking a nice cool shower,I been forced by the school thing to come down from the long long long stairs which take me straight away to the dinning table there,ahahaha~~~~Almost broke my legs,my bones are craking,I almost been hospitalize,sob sob sob~~~ T.T Okay,a great success to walk down to the down stairs and head on the road to my school which is the worst school eva!!I am telling u SERIUSLY,I AM SOOO SERIUS THAT I ALMOST KILLED SOMEBODY WHO ISN'T SERIUS ENOUGH TO TALK TO MUAH(me).I dont know why but after the recess n after the one period of chinese class,when i arrived n sit down in my comfortable place which is my sit,I was shocked to see my new nice bottle which my mom only buy for me just from yesterday droped down on the floor n the water almost come out n wet the classroom.I know this is the working of the stupid dumb F__KING bullshit indian boys who sits in my place,I MEAN ,MY PLACE!!!with no respect at all for taking care of my place!!I didn't dare to say I buy the place but FOR GOD SAKE!!Where is their manners???!!Okay,i almost cried for that little tiny problem but is not like i wanted to cry,is just the tears wanna come off...N pei er is darn innocent sitting there looking at my emo face,I feel sorry for her but yes,I am soooo emo that I must let it out +.+

P.S.I didn't cry anyway,just saying nia..I won't cry lah....^^Futhermore,I think smile is a lot lot lot better than cry,smile gives us more happiness,thats what my family said so..

~*LEaRnInG tIMe*~

O...kay..., This is what I found in some interesting books, it is a ASSAY<3, n well...I wanted to shared with u guys<3, hope u are interest in this^^:

WHY WE MUST GO TO SCHOOLZ?

Why do we have n must to go to school?You will probably say that we go to school to learn and to gather knowledge in school,we learn new facts and new information which serve to widen our mental horizon and broaden our mind.We learn about different countries in the world and their peoples in geography;we learn about great events and great peoples of the past in the history.We learn so many, many things in school.School has been likened to be the treasure house of knowledge and teachers the agent in the tranmission of this knowleadge.

Nevertheless,the idea of school goes beyond the narrow confined of imparting knowledge.School is not just an institution for the transmission of knowledge.More importantly it is an institution for moulding our character n developing our personality.In school,we learn to live and to get along with others;we learn the spiritof give and take;we learn to accept kindness and to reciprocate in return.In short.we learn to be sociable and to cherish the valur of friendship.We also learn to be patient,tolerant,responsible and diligent.We learn to discard negative traitslike vandalism,laziness and rudeness.School definitely prepares us to be useful citizens and determines the trend of the future society.<3

WOOHOO~~!

Hai~~~In a beautiful morning which means it is school time!!Finish holiday,done playing,done relaxing n done being bored!!!I went to school n arrived at there for like 12.30pm cause u know,this...bulan puasa thing thingy...duh!!Kesian for those malay human beings,i pity...n after I arrived school,the first ppl i saw is a girl..guess...guess who is it??Pei Ching lah!GENIUS!!Today i am sooooooo f__king mad n crazy!!!For the two stupid indian dummies n crazy on talking which is DURGESHWANREN N TISHEN RAJ talking non-stop to stupid dummbbo Jasheela!!!F__k lah,what the hell!!They keep talking n talking n talking like I am totally invisible!!!the Stupid Jasheela keep borrowing my things n didn't even say thank you,HEY WOMEN!!!wHAT IS wROng wITH u?????n HEY duDEssss,i AM nOT iNvIsbLE!!tHANK YOU!!!But its okay lah,friend mah,of course talk a lot lah,n of course borrowing things have LIMITS U KNOW???I not gonna borrow her anymore things from tomorrow onwards!!I mean jasheela of course!!!Okay,done with scolding n blabblering,now for good newsssss.
Yay~~~~~~~~~~,I got one more trophy in swimming which is part of kokurikulum..hehe..i didn't come on the kokurikulum day so i didn't get it on that day,but kinda regret on it,but,never mind,what past is past,now is now...once again..HOORAY~~~~~!ok,done yaying n hooraying...now what??ohya,complain.>>>
First,ahahaaha~~~My mother said"Walau,everytime also get trophy,ur teacher got any problem anot??they have too many trophies to give out right??" N i was like, "Momi,u dun like me to get trophies meh??Okay ma...I like it<3" who dun like to success??tell me??who??Of course we do la!!
No bodies likes to always be a failure,unless,the guy is insane or have no minds..,oops,sry for the guys who have no minds n insane,sorry~~~^^ Failure,i have done with it,when i was in standard 1,2,3.I sucks!!I am a completely FAILURE,everybodies calls me failure,failure...I sumtimes wanna cry too,but its ok i am not a completely failure now,I am new!MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA~~~!new n starting a new road to go to~~!
Ohya speaking of failure...FINAL EXAM~~~ T.T i am gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~!
I think lah...kesian me..>.<
Time's up~~!Gud Nightz...^^